Fresh Air

by T.J. Thornberry

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released January 27, 2015

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Track Name: Business
Verse 1:
From the bottom, I aim to excel
There is no limit on the bidding
I think I will do well
There isn't time to slow down
I gotta turn this around
If it's not thriving by the date
Then I just may be too late

Bridge:
Many hours, moving up, gaining power
Earning thousands of K
taking your dough away
Saving so much cash, by never giving back
No matter how it's done, I'll take the money and run

Chorus:
Why would you go such extremes and risk it?
This has nothing to do with you
It's only business
What do you have to hide?
Are you made of lies?
It's not a game, only bigger business

Verse 2:
These higher levels are giving good pay
All you bitches better look out
I am making headway
If you think, right now, you are having a blast
Well pretty soon all of you will be kissin' my ass
Track Name: Gone Forever
Verse 1:
The first day I met you was the happiest I can remember
But that came crashing down, breakin’ into the ground
I wish we never changed, I just want this pain to spill
I really miss all our ways

Pre-chorus 1:
I really want you, I really need you
I can’t wait until I’m in your arms again
Well now I’m wishin’, ‘cause I am missin’
Every sweet thing that we used to do

Chorus:
I love you so much, don’t let go!
Don’t let go!
Babe, I will kiss you so hard
So you know, so you know
I cannot stand to see the life fade from your eyes
I will be with you, again, above the skies

Verse 2:
I just want to hold you, feel your body against me
Somethin’ about your affection always set me free
When I rubbed your body, exactly heaven on earth
Your loving personality was my heart’s key
Pre-chorus 2:
I won’t forget you, think I still love you
I can’t believe you’re no longer by my side
We were strong lovers, all we had was each other
I don’t think I’ll recover from our bitter strife

Chorus (2x):
I love you so much, don’t let go!
Don’t let go!
Babe, I will kiss you so hard
So you know, so you know
I cannot stand to see the life fade from your eyes
I will be with you, again, above the skies

Verse 3:
I remember when you were young
All you ever did was play
But now I’ll never see you again
God please just take me instead

Please take me instead, I cannot live if she is dead
I’ll sacrifice my own life just to send her back home
Track Name: Fallen Angel (God Bless)
Inside of my mind
You are the one in my dreams
You are the one I’m seeing
You are the one I loved
All my life and never knew until now

You are the one I always wanted
You are the one I got
Oh, in me is a feeling of love
[Love] all above all the hatred I had in my life
You took over it
You are my light in the darkness of the times

You are the one that brought me
To my knees and praying
For the ones above us to come for me
And you saved me

Come for me
Come for me! [Yeah]
Track Name: Being the One
Verse 1:
Nowhere in this world is there another girl
That could ever do me right the way you do this night
People are gonna say that something evil will unfurl
No one should listen, I’ll never believe them

Chorus 1:

It's called being the one
To let you in and to breathe again
It's called havin' some fun
With the love of my life
And to be there all of the life

It's done for all of the ones
That would never give up and
Would want you to come for them
It's love to never let go and to
Always show how much you really know

Verse 2:
Before you appeared, I always had my doubts
About my own life and then
You came saved me somehow (Thank God)
Because all up to then
I felt nobody loved me at all (Nobody at all)
Every time I look into your eyes
I feel God start to smile

Chorus 2:
I’m brought back to life
Now that you’re my wife
My soul will do just fine
You bring so much power
With your lovin’ arms around me
I could feel you for hours

Everything about about you, babe
Is just what I needed
And with your heart with me
The demon’s defeated
Track Name: Getting Out
Verse 1:
Just so you know, I am okay
But with everything happening, I'm so afraid
I cannot do it, don't misconstrue this
For weakness, I want the life I miss

Deep inside, I wanted life
To be more than constant sacrifice
I'm not too sure where else to go
I'm just afraid I went to low

Hook:
Time to get out, before I'm in the ground
I will not step back or go down
Oh finally, I'll save my destiny
No one else wanted to believe

Before you, I had no freaking clue
That this had to end, thanks to you, friend
Now that life's gone, I must now brush off
The debris left from all the scars

Verse 2:
As if I'm sure, I'll say I'm fine
Nobody seems to question it 'til they look into my eyes
There were no questions, no damn affection was given
But now my chance has risen

I feel shame 'cause it's no game
I know I couldn't do things any other way
This time, the opportunity's mine
I need to move up to survive
Track Name: Fresh Air
Verse 1:
It feels like everywhere I try to go
My efforts don't get very far
Can't even find peace in my own home
A heavy burdon on my heart

One day, you came to me inside my dreams
Then I knew I was in love
Even if you're no longer my babe
I'll cherish what we had from now on


Pre-chorus:
I've loved you for so long
Those memories will live on
Past actions filling my head
Don't regret a thing I've said

To kiss you always felt right
But now alone again in my life
Never stopped thinking about us
Who I am reflects what I was


Chorus:
When you were in my life, felt like I had it all
The moment you had left, I wanted the curtain call
For the first time in my life I thought of you as my wife
Yet you still had to go away from my life
I really must confess, I've been in deep despair
When you left, I almost ended my life right then & there
But now I realize just how much life has given me
If you give me one more chance, I will let you see

All the love we shared, Ashley
Is the light that had saved me
The way you once felt before
Can go on ever more
Though we are far apart
You're always in my heart
I still want you in a way
'Cause you're why I'm alive today


Verse 2:
I don't know what to do anymore
At times I feel like I'm not worth the space
I'll question what this life is even for
I need to put a better plan in place

When you were my girlfriend, I had a brand new start
Was an experience of something new
Now your feelings aren't there, don't know what they are
I need help moving on, and very soon
Track Name: Connection
Without love, I'll cease to exist
I cannot go on living without her kiss
I would die without her
I felt human the way we were

Her touch made it all too real
But now I don't know what it is like to feel
How can I become a man
When my whole life rebooted and ran?
Track Name: Get Away
Verse:
Why do you say to do
All of these things that you like?
I'm treated lesser
I deserve better in life

I just cannot go on living this way
I just cannot keep on trying
I'm all shook up from pushing day by day
I'm all alone inside my mind

Chorus:
I'm going away from here cause I
Need a new life
When I look deep into your eyes
There's no more light

I don't know where I'm to go
Unless you can show
This life has meaning
There's no more bleeding
I am leaving
Track Name: In the Game
1986, I'm still not over it
Decided to play my favorite game
There was a mishap, and now I cannot get back
To my realm, this existence is hell

I wish to be free, but this cartridge won't let me
No matter how much I try, it won't reload my lives
I'll forever suffer, while I fight as a plumber
I'm hoping for you to get me through

Since 1986, been inside this NES
Please progress me, my lives are only three
I've been here for hours, please read up on the power
To be here is wrong, I must now defeat the boss
Track Name: Lovin' You
Verse 1:
Inside of the fire, tonight
I'm burnin' up for you, my love
I cannot wait to hold your hand again against mine
I cannot wait to love you again
I just can't wait to be your friend and more anymore, tonight

Chorus:
Lovin' you is all I can do tonight
Lovin' you is all I can do, my baby
Lovin' you is all I can do
With you baby, now

Verse 2:
Inside of my heart, tonight
is another hole I can't fulfill
You are so damn far away
You are being gone is hard to ignore
I really wish I was closer to your heart
Just to feel it beat
And now to the make pain go away
I'm followin' you to save the day
Track Name: Fresh Air (Last Edit/Reprise)
Verse 1:
It feels like everywhere I try to go
My efforts don't get very far
Can't even find peace in my own home
A heavy burdon on my heart

One day, you came to me inside my dreams
Then I knew I was in love
Even if you're no longer my babe
I'll cherish what we had from now on


Verse 2:
I don't know what to do anymore
At times I feel like I'm not worth the space
I'll question what this life is even for
I need to put a better plan in place

When you were my girlfriend, I had a brand new start
Was an experience of something new
Now your feelings aren't there, don't know what they are
I need help moving on, and very soon


Pre-chorus:
I've loved you for so long
Those memories will live on
Past actions filling my head
Don't regret a thing I've said

To kiss you always felt right
But now alone again in my life
Never stopped thinking about us
Who I am reflects what I was


Chorus:
When you were in my life, felt like I had it all
The moment you had left, I wanted the curtain call
For the first time in my life I thought of you as my wife
Yet you still had to go away from my life
I really must confess, I've been in deep despair
When you left, I almost ended my life right then & there
But now I realize just how much life has given me
If you give me one more chance, I will let you see

All the love we shared, Ashley
Is the light that had saved me
The way you once felt before
Can go on ever more
Though we are far apart
You're always in my heart
I still want you in a way
'Cause you're why I'm alive today
Track Name: Like a Storm
Verse 1:
As you see, my wild fantasies
There's a pouring rain glistening on past days
Shimmering light, coming forward like Christ
Shines over me, no more hatred to see

I'm free of this world, my Arizona girl
Because of my depression, I have a confession
The smile was a lie, I wanted to die
I needed to go, now you have my soul

Chorus:
Come for me, begging to be free
Just like a storm, life had me torn
Earth life was scarring, the clouds are now parting
I've told you once before that I'd see you once more
I hate being earthbound, but now I have found
Love from above

Verse 2:
You were gone forever, thought I'd see you never
I missed you babe, wanted a better place
I'm sorry I was weak, my emotions were at their peak
I was lost, my self worth was gone

Had been shot, what a display for God
I couldn't feel a thing, didn't know right from wrong
Nothing would ever gel, my life was hell
Now let it pour so that my soul can soar